Illdisposed
Alone
Soon the sick part is here
The part where i must feel
Awakened by my thoughts
Of the impending end
Alone - i face the cross
I have no friends - not here

Carry on - you die alone

My desperation grows - it's showing
Ill tempered, ill disposed - of the forgotten
Temptation has no fear
Decisions all come near

Carry on - all by yourself