Forty days with a heart like a stone
Forty nights feeling cold and alone
Like a stranger 'cause it's been so long
It's not You but it's me who's gone

Try to pray, bow my head but life gets in the way
And I don't even know what to say
What I'd give for a change
How long will it be this way?

This complacency is wearing on me
All my passions turned to apathy
I could get up and follow You and find my faith from before
Don't know what I'm waiting for

I have done what I thought I should do
All these years that I've spent serving You
Tell me how did I end up like this?
With doubt in my heart and my hands in a fist

This complacency is wearing on me
All my passions turned to apathy
I could get up and follow You and find my faith from before
Don't know what I'm waiting for

Maybe You shining white or a blood red sun
Maybe some other sign that may never come
Maybe I must believe before I can see
What I'm waiting for

Maybe You shining white or a blood red sun
Maybe some other sign that may never come
Maybe I must believe before I can see
What I'm waiting for, what I'm waiting for

This complacency is wearing on me
All my passions turned to apathy
I could get up and follow You and find my faith from before
Don't know what I'm waiting for