[Verse 1]
Once I was playing God
Crowned with deception and lunacy
"Deception and lunacy"
I used to measure the heavens
Although my soul was from hell

[Verse 2]
Now I dare not to look at myself
For me there is no cure
"For me there is no impure"
I twist the truth into something so obscure
Far from profound and pure

It's true that love can change us
...But never quite enough

[Chorus]
And I'll be goddamned
If I'm leaving here before the day I die
Oh Gods, this makes me feel so sick inside

And I still dare not to speak the truth
About the things I've tried to leave behind
Preparing for suicide

Into the void

[Verse 3]
What once was courage is now a curse
I have a clue how I'll write my final mess
Through the airlock without a sound so gracefully
A humble man in front of the inevitable

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'll be goddamned
If I'm leaving here

[Chorus]
And I'll be goddamned
If I'm leaving here before the day I die
Oh Gods, this makes me feel so sick inside

And I still dare not to speak the truth
About the things I've tried to leave behind
Preparing for suicide

Into the void

[Outro]
I cannot change the past
Nor look into the future