[Verse 1]
I was the one you used to write about
But you don't give a fuck about me now
And it's you who I always think about
But where are you now
Because I’m poison I'm a chemical
But I'm not the kind you like
Either way your bones decay & skin fall
Will break you down faster than our fight

[Chours]
So fuck it I'll be numb pouring champagne
Pull myself apart 'cause I'm in pain
I'm falling down until you catch me
I think about you when I can't sleep
Fuck feelings I don't need them anyway
Put myself together 'cause I'm in pain
Never needed you in my dreams
Do you think about me when you can't sleep?

[Verse 2]
I'm just a mess I'm a massacre
You don't need that anymore
I would have followed you anywhere
I've been to hell and back and yeah I call it home
Because you’re a poison you’re a danger
And I can't be what you like
Yeah now you’re just a stranger
But can you just lay here for a while?

[Chours]
So fuck it I'll be numb pouring champagne
Pull myself apart 'cause I'm in pain
I'm falling down until you catch me
I think about you when I can't sleep
Fuck feelings I don't need them anyway
Put myself together 'cause I'm in pain
Never needed you in my dreams
Do you think about me when you can't sleep?

[Bridge]
I'm broken and you’re bored of me
Burnt my lungs so I could breathe
You know I do this all for you
But now I just bleed
Because I'm tearing at my skin
I can't be what you like
Yeah now you are just a monster
Breaking me down with every bite

[Chours]
So fuck it I'll be numb pouring champagne
Pull myself apart 'cause I'm in pain
I'm falling down until you catch me
I think about you when I can't sleep
Fuck feelings I don't need them anyway
Put myself together 'cause I'm in pain
Never needed you in my dreams
Do you think about me when you can't sleep