Get Out Of My Head

I'm too embarrassed to tell myself

Might need help from somebody else

Suppress all of my negative thoughts

Hide that anything is going wrong



But I'm fucked up and I know it

Wake up and feel hopeless

Deny that anything is broken

I get good days sometimes, swear to god

It's not like I can't function

But the thought of death is seductive

It's not real, get out of my head

If I'm broken, what do I have left?



It's not real, get out of my head

If I'm broken, what do I have left?



Never felt this lost before

(Haven't felt good for a while)

These roads have signs but I don't know what I'm looking for

(Haven't felt good for a while)

Watch me sink to ocean floor

(Haven't felt good for a while)

I got lead in my head, can't float anymore

(Haven't felt good for a while)



Don't know if I have any friends left

Don't have the energy to tend to them

If it's hard enough to leave my bed

How can I care about anyone else?



(Haven't felt good for a while)

Used to be scared to die

Now I'm terrified

Of my own life



It's not real, get out of my head

If I'm broken, what do I have left?