Here's my 3 and a half minutes of pain

I tried I tried the wall was too thick on this heart of mine
This heart of mine has a strong callous soul it can't get in
I tried to let people in but I can't seem to break down the wall
There's nothing that I can do there's nothing that I can say
I tried to break down the wall but it was too thick inside of me
The blackness moving out of every limb of me
The pain inside my mind it moves like a disease
It slips down my spinal chord down to my heart
The people that built this wall for me
They built it up high and tall now they want it all
They want it all
They built up this wall of pain
So no one can get inside I put it around my heart
So no one can get inside
I tried to deal with the pain but no one seems to be the same
I tried I tried there's nothing that I can say
I guess it's just one more way
I tried to build the wall I tried to tear it down
It's too late for me and now I wear this frown
The depression inside of me sites in my stomach
I don't know what to do and I don't know what to say
Built up a wall they try to get inside
They get inside the wall they cannot run and hide
Once they're inside the wall they see what's inside of me
All they can do is run they try to run and hide
They break down the wall they break down the fucking wall
There's nothing I can do there's nothing that I can say
They stripped away the anger
They tried to strip away the pain
But all that's left is this stupid fucking insane
There's nothing I can do except for three and a half minutes of pain
In my mind
My three and a half minutes of sorrow and pain
My three and a half minutes of pain
Nothing can dull the pain nothing nothing
The truth is everything
Walls built too high there's nothing we can do
This callus on my heart there's nothing we can do

Nothing inside nothing inside nothing inside nothing inside

This heart of mine there's a wall so high
There's nothing we can do but reach for the sky