28 Days

Its been so long since I been free

Nobody telling me who to be

Never hated being me

Until the time came you weren’t thee

I thought it wasn’t over

Held on way too long

Didn’t cross over

Too another song

Made me look a fool

When you were someone else’s tool

It wasn’t cool

Made me drool

For hours at a time

While you were out fucking guys three at a time



Kept it going 28 days straight

Never appreciate the sacrifices I make

Weren’t nothing but a hypocritical fake

Called you often for your controversial take

Left me with mental damage that I cannot overtake

Don’t have the strength to break

The bond that we used to have

Even now you put me on skates



Together for 7 months we were

Felt drained after 6 for sure

She had a hold on me like no other

All she said was “okay” when it was over

Tried it again 2 years later

Lasted only a month till we fell out of favor



No longer crippled by the loss

Finally caught up to the boss

Feeling better was my only goal

Another girl healed my soul

She wasn’t a lover

She was a friend forever

Even now

To this day

I don’t know how i’d live without her



Kept it going 28 days straight

Never appreciate the sacrifices I make

Weren’t nothing but a hypocritical fake

Called you often for your controversial take

Left me with mental damage that I cannot overtake

Don’t have the strength to break

The bond that we used to have

Even now you put me on skates





I tried to cry

But in did no good

All I wanted to do was die

Rose my hood

Checking the engine

Of my body

Out of time

Falling out of mine

Didn't own a dime

Out on the street

Couldn't hang wit de elite

Had to make my own path

Through the puddle and muddle

As I everyone I knew turned to the struggle



The temptation was real

Couldn’t go back on my deal

Had to make the moment feel like a steal

Never mattered how i feel

Fighting for redemption

Need to ease the tension

Localize the incision

To my cardiac precision



Thought you’d be the sole candidate

Didn’t appreciate my love, took it for granted

Till you put me in a sterilized state

Kept on talking in reality I chanted

WIth no reply, you were becoming acquainted

With a ginger from the west side



You fucked me up so bad

Couldn’t even think about the times we had

To this day, you make me feel dead, just a tad

We no longer hostile

For the best that we no longer jostle

You made no mistakes

Thought you were an apostle

Turns out you were an imposter



Kept it going 28 days straight

Never appreciate the sacrifices I make

Weren’t nothing but a hypocritical fake

Called you often for your controversial take

Left me with mental damage that I cannot overtake

Don’t have the strength to break

The bond that we used to have

Even now you put me on skates



Kept it going 28 days straight

Never appreciate the sacrifices I make

Weren’t nothing but a hypocritical fake

Called you often for your controversial take

Left me with mental damage that I cannot overtake

Don’t have the strength to break

The bond that we used to have

Even now you put me on skates



You made me wish I wasn’t human

So nobody would care if I was gone

I dont understand how someone like you would have an impact

Like that on me

Cause when we met

You weren’t even a women yet



Sometimes I still miss you

But its not like i used to

Don’t even know who

You with now

All I know

Is I don’t

Need you now



And maybe I didn’t at all

We’ll never know



It’s time I got back to living my life

And stop trying to cater to yours





Those were the worst times of my life

Time heals all wounds

Maybe im just waiting for mine

Still waiting

And waiting

And waiting still waiting