[Verse 1]
Leave you a note
Give you time to find growth yeah all in hope - I couldn't not phone you
Hello I'm a mess
It's more than just stress yeah
I need you to tell me it's still for the best
Did we try hard enough, were we too quick to give up yeah
I question the things that made us corrupt and
I know I'm hard work but I minded you first
Now I need you beside me to just ease my hurt yeah

[Chorus]
If I don't make it back again
Tell them I tried, I never wanted to leave like this
Can't quite imagine it fading away
You don't know the half of it
I doubt everything - all the signs that I just somehow missed
And I can't quite imagine it being okay
Was it just in my brain?

[Verse 2]
'Cause I wasn't sure if we were being too logical
And I couldn't tell if you wanted me to stop
Lock me away, give me time to save face yeah
I cringe when I think of how I behaved that day
Text you three times and not one reply
I'm a little bit nervous of what I might find
Maybe you've moved on, you seem so much stronger and new
Oh tell me how