Do you forget to breathe?
Forget you're living with a disease?
It darkens my perception
It never fucking leaves
Give my brain rest
Leave my heart with peace
If I could stay in my head
I'd live there forever
Constant second guesses
My native skin fits too tight
Dark memories stab at me
From a past I can't rewrite
I would sacrifice half of my life
Just to die with love for myself
Weigh my options of pain and bliss
Surrender to death's kiss