Do you forget to breathe?
Forget you're living with a disease?
It darkens my perception
It never fucking leaves
It darkens my perception
It never fucking leaves
Give my brain rest
Leave my heart with peace
Give my brain rest
Leave my heart with peace

If I could stay in my head
I'd live there forever

Constant second guesses
My native skin fits too tight
Dark memories stab at me
From a past I can't rewrite
Constant second guesses
My native skin fits too tight
Dark memories stab at me
From a past I can't rewrite

I would sacrifice half of my life just to die
With love for myself, just to die
I'd sacrifice half of my life, just to die
Weigh my options of pain and bliss
Surrender to death's kiss
Surrender to death's kiss