[Verse 1]
I gotta keep it together
I've been up for two days on some drugs
That I can't even remember
And I've been getting too high
Cause lately getting that feels better
Living in a world so lonely
I don't want it forever
And I still feel like I'm better alone
[Pre-Chorus]
But I still act like I don't know know know
I don't got nowhere to go go go
Been going through it all alone lone lone
But it's alright though
[Chorus]
I pray to God that it gets better
I get in my head too much when I'm messed up
To be honest bae I'm fed up
With all of the bullshit I keep so long in not togеther
Never lovеd
But I've never tried
So easy to fall when you let your guard down
So, I never trust
Said we ride it out
It's a cold cold world and nobody cares
It's not there
Ways that I be
Don't care about how you feel
Yeah, maybe that's on me so
Get in the jeep
Pull on up GLE I'm swerving
Before you left my heart in shambles
You said I deserved it
Before my demons took over and opened up the curtains
And way before I used to be happy and thought that I deserved it
Yeah, I used to take the drugs to help me take away the pain
I used to think that we were different, but we are the same
Everybody act like they happy they are walking through the rain
Just wanna see the smile on face
[Pre-Chorus]
But I still act like I don't know know know
I don't got nowhere to go go go
Been going through it all alone lone lone
But its alright though
[Chorus]
I pray to God that it gets better
I get in my head too much when I messed up
But I've just been fed up
With all of the bullshit I keep so long in not together
Never loved
But I've never tried
So easy to fall when you let your guard down
So, I never trust
Said we ride it out
It's a cold cold world and nobody cares