Newtown Neurotics
My Death (Live in Wapping, London UK)
Once again my mind is in a mess
A general feeling of worthlessness
That draws me to the darker side of life
All of my friends, everyone that I've met
I feel a compulsive need to impress
So I may feel someone's on my side
Chorus:
Hold me, love me
Stay with me until my death, my death
Sometimes I feel I'm pushing boulders
Up a mountainside
Sometimes when I wake I feel like a king
But by mid-afternoon I know I'm nothing
Without that constant reassurance throughout the day
No man is an island when it comes to his needs
But he tramples on others to satisfy these
Oh God, some of the games we play
Chorus:
Hold me, love me
Stay with me until my death, my death
I'd love to pick a strawberry while I'm hanging from this ledge
Dreamt I surrendered to a merciless sea
Tired, so tired of it battering me
" I'm just as puzzled now as you"
That may be so but you still cling to the raft
Terrified of the infinite dark
We're all just frightened people cowering from ourselves