[VERSE]
Im feeling down, wanna see myself hanging now
Been hating choices i don't wanna face them out
Suicidal but at the same time I'm loud
Think of this
With your fam then they're blowing up twitter
Said we seen your ex slit her wrist in the pictures
That was last week baby fuck that
I couldn't believe, looking at our last streak on snapchat
Having conversations bout my life decisions
Fucking twisted, then I heard her last sentence
Said i broken I'm not existent
Now i can't take this needa fucking end it
Broken vision, needa blade on my arm now I'm fucking bleeding
Around the same time, grandmother getting worse at all times
She still remember when you took your first steps
You're so handsome every time i walked up
Tables changed im lookin at her taker last breath
Goddamn

[VERSE]
Im overthinking i need fucking help
Never resting
Everlasting thearpy sessions doesn't work im still masking
And that was last week now im fucking gassing
All hits home when im staring at the fucking casket
Again the last to leave with nobody else
I hate it to many deaths i wanna rid myself
Till theirs nothing left
And to the right 6 six steps, there's my fucking ex
Maybe in the end were just all born for death
Maybe when we sin we just have a taste of less
Or maybe when were gone were just fucking dead
Either way i know there's no fucking heaven
What kind of god would allow this shit to happen



Killscar