XXXTENTACION
Until You're Dead (prod. Nichibotsu)
I wake up in the morning
Teardrops in my eyes
Everythings so dried up
And I can’t just wait to die
But then I just remember what I just live to see…
All of the people
Just my friends and family
But I guess thats not even a reason
To live in this dark place
When no one cares about me
Why give a fuck about a face
All these internet personas, hiding behind a screen
No one would truly care if, that would happen to me
But, everyone hates me, and I guess that it’s just so
But when I die, would you cry, I don’t even want to know
Please oh lord just save me, or atleast take out the pain
Writing these songs in a minute, maybe its not even a game
Everyones so lame, no one wants to even come out and play
But baby, thats okay
Maybe we can just try and runaway
But, no…
That’s just a short term conclusion, we have to just get by
Remember the days when mom would cook some apple pie
It never happened..
So guess what I was thinking, I just set my good mind
Just leave it here, where all the pain is
Just leave it all behind
Everyones just leaving
All these rappers kind of die
R.i.p to nipsey
May your soul rest in time
But i guess no one cared about you
Until you passed away, I’m sorry to all my brothers, who fell out of this world
No play games
No playstation
No xbox to be playing
In this world, nothing to be made
Just paper and soulless buisness
Afraid
Of this world and all of its flaws
Keep telling myself
I can’t just keep on
But no, always a slope
Life going down on the road
Love everything to just cope
All these women, just some hoes
Got my heart broke, too many times to show
Arlo’s a manwhore
Everything that he stand for
Nothing matters to him
Can we just shoot him down
For a couple of dollars
I would let them
Do as they say
If i save lives, or even save the day
OH I WOULD
Because i don’t matter, Imma speck in the dust, just as the rest
No one will care about me, until I’m dead
I was always dead
Its just you couldn’t see it
On the inside, i’ve never existed
But oh well, no one gives a fuck
Everyone too worried about stuff
I don’t give a fuck
Save a life, do something to help
No one cares about a liberal’
A commie, or a conservative
In any sense
Let it go, please just let it go
All these politics, making sense, for show
Opinions, they all kinda matter, to you
If they don’t
Why should someone shatter