I've been wondering
I've been fucking wondering
I've been wondering
I've been fucking wondering
What you said, yeah!
I've been wondering
I've been fucking wondering
I've been wondering
I've been fucking wondering
What you said, yeah!

I've been bussin' bitches
I've been hitting up dealers
Holding straps in traps
But I never made it up to you, (yeah, ay, yeah)
Doing coke and molly
Hope we find the holly
Tryna get together
This fucking life has me broken, broken, broken
Hope we find some happiness
I've been acting up
Just tryna impress you
Cuz' this shit got me stuck

I'm sorry I know I am
I knew I could try harder
I'm sorry mother, I've been trying
I've cut wrists, I've been crying
Contemplation's rest aside
Drugs and Blades fuck up my side
The shit that still haunts me
Is finally catching up

I've been wondering
I've been fucking wondering
Is this girl a hoe?
Oh, does she love me so? (wish I could, wish I could, yeah, wish, wish)
Wish I could go back
The times i'm in are wack
Its all fading to black
My life's revolving like a track (ayy, yeah, wet)

Never made it big
Never made it quite famous
Fuck the state and fuck the people
They just wanted to see me fall (yeah)