[Intro]
(Chicka chicka chicka)
Uh, uh
Yeah
Okay
Uh, uh, uh-uh yeah (Uh, uh, uh-uh)
Okay (Uh, uh, uh-uh)
Mm (Uh, uh, uh, uh-uh)

[Verse 1]
So I just, sit there and think as I realize that you are not with me
I'm staring blankly, I'm lifeless, and my whole mood is shifting
My mind gets clustered and fluttered, and then it goes blank
I don't know what other sacrifices I have to make
I stare into the icy blue wall and absorb its coldness
What once was everything to me, now a chip on my shoulder
My vision blurry, face is warm, my fists are getting shaky
I never wished for numbness more than now, my heart is aching

[Chorus]
And now I'm
Pointlessly wishing for more
Your presence is making me sore
I hate you, I swear that I'm sure
I love you, so maybe I'm torn
I'm clenching my fists at the sight
Of you going to spend the night
I'm selfish, I know it's not right
It's me who I constantly fight (Uh)
And now I'm
Pointlessly wishing for more
Your presence is what I adore
I love you, I swear that I'm sure
You hate me, so now I'm just torn
And I'm smiling at the sight
Of me holding you close and tight
But that'll never be my life
It's only a thought that I like