Ramson Badbonez
Crazy On My Mind
(Intro)

Cos it stays crazy on my mind
Crazy on my mind, uh oh

(Verse 1 - Ramson Badbonez)

Crazy on my mind like paying bills
I wanna sit back and jam so that my brain can chill
But I ain't sure where I’m getting my next meal
When my stomach’s rumbling – that’s when it gets real
When I’m feeling trapped like the average lab rat
Dreaming of the high life, money and fat stacks
Memories and flashbacks, what does the future hold?
Will I be alive by the time my yoot is grown?
The streets is an ill battlefield
Things dun changed
They don't face around the way, big guns blaze
Sometimes my mind winds back to my younger days
Jamming on estates turned me into a tear away
Now I’m just stressed out, left with a dead frown
When my family labeled me as a let-down
My mind is a temple and my eyes are the peepholes
Lost in weed smoke, bro I need to achieve goals
‘Cos it stays

(Chorus x2)
Crazy on my mind, uh oh
All day every day it’s a shame
Crazy on my mind, uh oh
I’m going clinically insane


‘Cos it stays


(Verse 2 - Brad Strut)

Crazy on my mind like a padded cell
Sittin' with a pen and spliff drawing a parallel
Cause you know it's paining me to live in the present day
Looking for a plane to jet, I gotta get away
I ain't after better pay, money or cheap thrills
I only want the inner peace, F all that keep real
Living with the people, after the equal
We're treated like a sequel while acting deceitful
I wallow in the picture, checking the negatives
Living off the benefits, avoiding the derelicts
Cause all that talk is rhetoric, kid this is no joke
It's either rob and hustle, get a job or you go broke
Living in the bustle with the muscle and bagman
So caught up in the struggle, how the fuck will this pan?
Thinking to myself this is more than a bad dream
Humanity is busting ever rushing to have things
Acquire the materials, keeping up with the Jones'
A white picket fence, part the sea like I'm Moses
Hard to see the psychosis, hypocrisy approaches
And obviously it serves you what you need in a dosage
A comedy of errors in the era of end times
Apocalyptic rocket ships storing the enzymes
I hit you with that honest spit as long as I've got the piff
It's something that you gotta get so play it back ten times
Cause it's staying

(Chorus x2)
Crazy on my mind, uh oh
All day every day it’s a shame
Crazy on my mind, uh oh
I’m going clinically insane

(Verse 3 - Ramson Badbonez)

Crazy on my mind in deep thought
Mood swings fling me up and down like a seesaw
Why is every city kid speaking that street talk?
Illin’ what the fuck are you looking at me for?
Living in a place filled with hate – got no love
Seeing brother slaying brother, killing in cold blood
Rather with my baby mother watching my seed learn
With no team work we move around like sheep herds
Now is the time to be in touch with the history
Riddled mysteries like what does religion mean?
Is there even light at the end of the tunnel?
Shall I get a job or is it better to hustle?
Is there really aliens, spirits and ghosts
UFOs and black holes or is it a hoax?
The mind plays tricks like the kids that blaze sticks
At this point in time, blood I don’t need to say shit
‘Cos it stays

(Chorus x2)
Crazy on my mind, uh oh
All day every day it’s a shame
Crazy on my mind, uh oh
I’m going clinically insane

‘Cos it stays