Writing out letters that I'll never even send
Drinking black coffee and chain smoking cigarettes
I'm a shade of off white
I'm not quite there yet

Sometimes I think I should sleep around
And collect all the towns spit in my mouth
Your words in my head
I'm blushing red at all you've said

And I'm such a clown
From making out to down and out
I don't need this
Fuck it, I'm out

You pulled me in just to push me out
I can't get your bottom lip out of my mouth
I'm a shade of dark blue
I'm bruising quickly over you

Sometimes I think we should just chill out
And spend every night glued to my couch
I don't need more ammo to write another panic song about

And I'm such a clown
From hanging out to kissing now
I could use what you're about

When you hurt, I hurt to too
And that probably sounds crazy because I just met you
But, when I looked straight at your eyes
Mine dilated twice their normal size

You smoke like you now what you're doing
So, I'll pretend I know too
I wish it would start raining
So I could walk and talk and get soaking wet with you

And I'm still in shock that we even talk
I'm still in shock