Julia Michaels
If You Didn’t Know
[Verse 1]
I don't know about you
But I’ve been filling space between my legs
To help me get me through
Like the week that we broke up
Well there were quite a few
But I want it all and them to be you
I didn't even eat for weeks
You could see my bones through all my clothes
I was getting pretty weak
Crying every time I think about us that I peak
When I was yours and you were mine too

[Pre-Chorus]
Swear that I'm trying not to text you
Trying to respect you
But I don’t want to

[Chorus]
Baby, if you didn't know what you put me through
Well, now you do
If you didn't know what you put me through
Well, now you do
If you didn't know I'm still trying to get over you
Well, now you do
If you didn't know that I love you still
Now you do
[Verse 2]
Started to drink a little bit
Suppressing all these feelings that I knew it wouldn't fix
All because I missed the taste of beer on your lips
But nothing really tastes the same now
And baby, I still check your posts
I still wear your clothes, still can't let you go
Baby, I’m still tryna grow, still dying to know
Why I can’t let you go

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm trying to forget you, trying to respect you
But I don’t want to (But I don't want to)

[Chorus]
Baby, if you didn't know what you put me through
Well, now you do
If you didn't know what you put me through
Well, now you do
If you didn’t know I'm still trying to get over you
Well, now you do (I'm still tryna)
If you didn't know that I love you still
Now you do (I'm still tryna)