[Chorus: Shiki & Lady Ixe]
I've been thinking bout alot (so much on my mind)
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot (inner peace I can't find)
Inner demons I've fought (am I wasting my time?)
I've been thinking bout alot (I've been thinking)
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot

I've been thinking bout alot (so much on my mind)
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot (inner peace I can't find)
Inner demons I've fought (am I wasting my time?)
I've been thinking bout alot (I've been thinking)
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot (I've been thinking)
I've been thinking bout

[Verse 1: Shiki]
Shit being weighing on my brain nowadays
Feel my body break down, but I got a long ways
'Til I'm sitting in my grave, more hits to be made
To the music I'm a slave, but I love getting paid
Cry when I think about Farley underground
Scared when my parents call, my heart pounds
Paranoid one of them gonna pass away
And I'll never get to say, what I need to convey
I'm a hypocrite, villain, never innocent
Pessimist, narcissist
The embodiment of what is wrong with the human condition
I am always sitting and wishing for everything I am missing
I need to stay on my mission
But I do not have precision
I'm overthinking decisions
I'm questioning my religion
Hope God has a reason for my building depression
These attacks that I feel always keepin' me stressin'
What you know about a n***a like me?
I'm a ghost of myself, only real in my dreams
Reminisce while I bang my fists
Main objective in this bitch
Not to slit my wrist, that's it
Relationship been on the rocks
Send my prayers to a God or a mystic shrine fox
Whatever keeps me stable or from tying up a knot
Just to stick my neck through
So my afterlife unlock
[Chorus: Shiki]
I've been thinking bout alot
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot
Inner demons I've fought
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot
I've been thinking bout alot
I've been thinking bout

[Verse 2: Shiki]
Mac overdose same day my anniversary
Constant reminder how temporary life be
Living most dope
Never been no fuckin' joke
Got my [?], death wants me to elope
I walk on a tight rope. Self=hatred how I cope
I just wanna live carefree next to the coast
And chill in the shade on my days
Instead I got these vices that's corrupting my ways
Love it when I'm rocking on stage, though I'm small-time now
Wanna be a big name, what would I do with the fame?
Honestly I wouldn't know
Feel a n***a might change for the worse when I grow
Yeah, when my music blow bring the homies and the crew
But it’s hard to shake the feeling
That some n***a’s using you
So I barely trust a soul
Just some shit I gotta do
Find the rat, kick him out like a [?]
I’m a fucking mess I’m thinking that was [?]
Failed at every test but still I'm blessed
I stay coalesced
Depresses, suicidal tendencies
Peaked evenings, morning afternoons
Anytime could be your doom
I’m conscientious, relentless
Obsessed with my self-perfection
I've never learned any lesson
I think my brain needs some testing
I swear
Almost at the point of giving up, but not there
Shit been catchin' up to me, can tell in my hair
Oh wait, what you talking about Uchiha
Mind stay elevated like ya boy [?]
I’ve been livin' straight-laced for a good minute
Only vices is my vanity and pussy, how I beat it
Friends ask me for advice, but don't really fucking need it
I can’t help it when a n***a already feel defeated
I’m just bein' real, keepin' shit 100
Sometimes wish a n***a would resort to gettin' blunted
But that just ain't me
One day hope the world will see
Everything I tried to cultivate in life and tried to be
Wants to help out everyone
Hope one day I'll have a son, please forgive what I have done
Scared to ever own a gun
I don’t wanna be tempted to pull out on a cop
Be another victim featured on an evening news spot
I put the barrel to my head, pull it back, let it pop
Blood drops on this verse while I jot
[Chorus: Shiki]
I've been thinking bout alot
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot
Inner demons I've thought
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot
I've been thinking bout alot

[Chorus: Shiki & Lady Ixe]
I've been thinking bout alot (so much on my mind)
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot (inner peace I can't find)
Inner demons I've fought (am I wasting my time?)
I've been thinking bout alot (I've been thinking)
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot

I've been thinking bout alot (so much on my mind)
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot (inner peace I can't find)
Inner demons I've fought (am I wasting my time?)
I've been thinking bout alot (I've been thinking)
Yeah, I've been thinking bout alot (I've been thinking)
I've been thinking bout

[Outro]
RIP [?]
RIP Farley
RIP everything