I was suspended from school that day
Stealing jackets trying to be cool always
I should have known I was going down the wrong path
Even back then my dad still could have whipped my ass
Walk home than I walk in
Thinking the school already called him
But the atmosphere was different
Realised the PS4 was missing
Walk in to his room on the bed he was just sitting
Yeah was there just sitting
He said lil James listen
I thought I was dead and he he’ll kill me
I thought I was being silly
Thinking stepping close could be risky
I thought the n***a had a belt
Complеx my last breath I was surprised what came nеxt
Dad had a secret
Dad had a secret
Dad got
After he said what he said I told him about school
This was the time to tell him the news
I wasn’t trying to be cool
He didn’t care to much I got suspended
What he said was
He told me he was addicted to drugs
I thought it was my time I spoke up
He said go
You find out so much when your old
I nodded my head like so
Cause I already know
Cause I thought it was weed But Nope
I asked what was the he said coke
So I guess that’s why we always was broke
I guess that’s why we was always poor
One gotta go and you know
Send that shit up fucking north
Dad got secret
Dad got secret