{Verse 1]
There's a glow in the smoke from the river of what I see
Says hello every time that I'm feelin' distant from me
I'll take my bags, I'll take my soul
Don't care how far I have to go
I think you know that I can't just stay here fading on my own
Still tryna maximize the investment
I never disregard what I'm blessed with
Said those three words and I meant it
Don't compare me to your exes
You know me so much better than you think you know me
Why would you keep on pushing me until I'm [?]

[Chorus]
I don't know what you want from me
Leave me in charge til I'm feelin' weak
Oh my honesty is leaving me, leaving me, I'm leaving me
I can't stay just to hold the peace
Doesn't leave me with a piece of me
Hate me now [?], lovin' me, lovin' me

[Verse 2]
I been over and over the war between you and me
And we both know the reason that no one else here can see
You've changed my mind, you've changed my goal
I've held you high, when you've been wrong
But you know that I can't just stay here fading on my own
Whether you wanna realize it now
Or when are hearts are down for the count
I wanna know how many of these rounds you had lost
If I wasn't around
There's blood on my hands

[Chorus]
I don't know what you want from me
Leave me in charge til I'm feelin' weak
Oh my honesty is leaving me, leaving me, I'm leaving me
I can't stay just to hold the peace
Doesn't leave me with a piece of me
Hate me now [?], lovin' me, lovin' me

[Post-Chorus]
You know me so much better than you think you know me
Why would you keep on pushing me until I'm [?]