You wanted me to be there, but I was so far away
My head was so far from clear and I had nothing to say
???? so you can't be defined

So I guess I'm the one, the only one that is me
But I am seriously doubting that it's the right way to see
Kill my mind so ??????

Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to
Hit me so I feel alive 'cause I don't, I'm telling you
And I try my best to hide, yes I try and I try
But it just feels so good

I wake up, I get lost, I'm in a frozen mistake
Lost in time, can't get fine, got too much feelings to take
Kill my mind so I can ???

Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to
Hit me so I feel alive 'cause I don't, I'm telling you
And I try my best to hide, yes I try and I try
But it just feels so good

Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to
Hit me so I feel alive 'cause I don't, I'm telling you
And I try my best to hide, yes I try and I try

Left me on my knees, and I only shiver
Take my breath from me, time is the enemy
And I don't believe, that I could be the ???

Still not feeling free
And I don't think you can handle anymore of me