Anna Clendening
Relapsee
In a room full of people
I still feel totally alone
I'm in the back, left, corner by the bar
I'm stressing, texting on my phone
My friends think that I need a drink
But I don't drink anymore
I'm searching for the door
The last time I got drunk
I would up passed out on the bathroom floor

Wasted, shitfaceded
I wasted too much time
Trying to numb a pain
Feel nothing and ease my mind
I spend two years of tuition in college
But I lost my ambition
It went missing, so I:
Started drinking

[Bridge]

I lost myself
(not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me)

[Chorus]

(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Haha, fuck that

[Verse 2]

I was self medicated, heavily sedated
Understand that I hated every last part of who I was
Who I was, or who I'd become
I was numb, I was dumb
I was foolish, I was young
Took me two whole fucking years
To get back where I started from

From the bottle of a bottle
Straight up to a role model
Well I refuse, I refuse
To lose it all

[Bridge]

I lost myself
(not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me)

[Chorus]

(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Haha, fuck that
(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Nah, I'm good

[Verse 3]

I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle