Kelli O'Hara
Not a Love Story
It's not a love story
It's not a coming of age
It's not the kind of thing you put into a play
It's just a small story
Just two friends all grown up
It happens
It happens
It happens one day
Why today?
We saw our breath, though it was hardly winter
A passerby would say he'd seen it all before
The folded arms
The wounded eyes
The signs that we both ignored
The old cathedral looming in the shadows
The only thing we saw amid the threat of tears
We didn't speak
Our lips were numb
The world didn't crumble
You say goodbye, but do you really know it's over?
You say goodbye, but do you comprehend it?
You go along
Thinking that things like this never change
And then they go and change
It's not a love story
It's not a coming of age
It's not the kind of thing you put into a play
It's just a small story
Just two friends all grown up
It happens
It happens
It happens one day
Why does it keep coming back to one dark second?
We're skipping physics just to hold each other's hands
Our stomachs quake
Our first mistake
We go on demanding more
Until we're sleeping in a squalid dorm room
The lower bunk
We hold each other so tight
'Cause there's no room here at all
We have to spoon or we'll fall
But we refuse
We will not say the bed is too small
For us
We only wanted more unending
More
A horizon stretching out as far as we can see
I'd have you
You'd have me
As sure as time would pass
As permanent as stone cathedrals
Maybe if we hadn't skipped physics
We'd know everything has a decay
We hadn't learned yet that each romance has a last day
Cathedral bells rang out to mark the hour
Reminding us that this was just another night
That hours pass
That morning breaks
That somehow there's still sunlight
You say goodbye
But do you really know it's over?
You say goodbye
But do you comprehend it?
There was a time when you were sure
Some things never change
But that can also change
It's not a love story
It's just a small story
And it happens one day
Why today?