This is just the way the mind works
Always seems to make the bad worse
Memories so stuck in reverse
Nothing's good enough for the curse

You might think that I would learn from my mistakes
You might think that I won't hurt myself again

No, she's a drug, a habit I'm kicking
Guess she was more than
The first and last thing on my mind

And there's no way I can look forward
I simply adore her, the first and last thing on my mind

This is just the way we'll be
To make a change, is not up to me
Stay love, while you chose to be free
Still you don't seem more than happy

It's not easy as to start over again
It's not easy as to put a little pain

No, she's a drug, a habit I'm kicking
Guеss she was more than
The first and last thing on my mind
And thеre's no way I can look forward
I simply adore her, the first and last thing on my mind

Now it's time

To put my hands across my face
To close my eyes and walk this maze
To fall into this fucking haze forever

So let me go I'm not afraid
I'll face this one all by myself
It's not as bad as if we'd stayd together

No, she's a drug, a habit I'm kicking
Guess she was more than
The first and last thing on my mind