I dont think I change, I dont think Im yours

I just chocked on spit and my heart still hurts

Burns my flesh cause this shit gets worse

Day by day better mark my words

When I speak and slur, hope this shit stil lurks

And you just choke on dirt, like I told you first

Heart still breaks like the love dont work

Hold back tears and the bitch got merced

Now she wanna call just to clench that thirst

But love ain't shit when you in that hearse

But I choke on words and my cuts are numb

Ive been blind and grey, Ive been seepin blood

Fucked up filthy pissed and dunt
Angry, shit, I dont give no fucks

Stupid thoughts you was allways drunk

Can't get fixed and you rest in dust

L-U-V see that shit ain't fun, wanna slit my wrists wanna drain my lungs




At only 6 I saw my mom pop them pills, she was on some drugs

Told me bliss and it fucked me up

High from cops so she won't get caught

I now can't see and I have no plot

This world just sucks and you cut me off

So I can't blame I was in the wrong

Flesh and flames when the reaper spawns

Count them days you release some barn
Hug me tight when there is nothing wrong

And this ain't shit but its gone too long

Far to gone so I wrote this song

Sadness sweeps but it cuts my palms

And it breaks my mind, I got broken thoughts

Shed a tear I know youre shed with loss

But Im Sad, alone and Im just driftin off

Hear me weapin cause I miss my mom