[Intro]
I need you to deceive me, yeah
I don’t give a fuck who trust me or believe me, yeah
Blood speak up

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I’ma start it off saying I ain't mean to cause no pain, yeah
I just can't wait until they take me, yeah
I came up and seen a lot of things, yeah
Who I thought loved, they really hate me
Asking God to save me
Bless the ones betrayed me and the ones want slave me
Pissed off that they ain't me
Help me dream what I can't see
Let me die up in my sleep
Fuck that love, I'd rather weep
Fuck the fame and industry
And I come from outta place where n***as don't love you
Everybody in the streets dying by they self
All the elder cross' the streets, they tell em' be careful
Everybody really lost, don’t know what they here for
Sacrifices I be taking them chances, stand tall never panic
I be running it up and I'm fresh like a maneq’, money stashed in the pantry
Ever since I was younger, I dreamed that I had it
Now I live in a mansion
And now that you see me I'm up in a Lamb’
My girl push a G-Wagon
They can say that I'm broke, they can say I'm a killer
They can say I'm a cheater and a woman beater
Prolly bring up that I got one conviction
Say that I'm scared cause I'm done with beefing, yeah
Or say that I'm pussy all because I don't tote no heater
My family leave, you not gon' feed em (No)
So I run it up I don't give a fuck, cause I'm living my life
They say my downfall up, I can't give it up
It's prolly best that I die (It’s probably best)
[Verse 2]
All of this love and this hatred it fuck wit' my heart, man I'm missing my grandma
I don't trust no girl all cause my mama, time to make it right now
I been falling short I choose surrender, think it's time I fight now (Fight)
Motherfuck that hype, I think it's time I save my money right now (Yeah)
Go broke, everybody gon' leave me (Yeah)
House arrest, nobody come see me (No)
She said she love me and she wit' me, it don't got no meaning (No, no)
I’masip my drank I need it (Lean)
That gun smoke powder, I breathed it (Bah)
I ain't ever scared, nah
Tell them bitch ass boys come see me

[Bridge]
Cause I run it up I don't give a fuck
Cause I'm living my life, Yeah
They say my downfall up, I can't give it up
I think it's best that I die, yeah

[Outro]
You let outsiders come between what we done made
You don't really know what's on my heart, yeah
Ever since my grandma been up in her grave, I been falling short my life so hard
What the fuck you want from me? I don't have much
I'll give you anything yeah
I think it's best if I just leave
My life so hard, I don't want no part of none of these things