Verse 1}

Bonds only lead to betrayal
Every friend is just a future fail
Keep on trynna love to no avail
Fighting this depression on my tail
Do not trust them, every one of them's for sale
Like I fucking ain't
I'm just looking for escape
Y'all n***as was looking for a scape-goat
It goes to show that every smile I see is fucking fake
Stomping on my patience till it breaks
How much do I gotta take motha Fucka
I ain't got no mother fuckin' friends
I'm sick of playing pretend
With all these phony faces, I don't embrace em or bend
Now they finna see me tripping I'm finished making amends hope this shit offends
Funny, n***as tried to fucking burn 'im
But they couldn't stand up to the greatest, Fuck the fake, intoxicated off of hatred and they wonder why I'm fucking swerving
Never hit em back, just swisher packets sorry momma I been fuckin' burning
Up

{Hook}

Just leave me alone (x2)

Whole world treat me like I ain't shit they be like
Fuck You and yo Team
They Be like Fuck You and yo life
They be like Fuck You and yo Dreams
I say Fuck that, I just throw it right back, I be screamin out
Fuck you and yo team
I be like Fuck You and yo life
I be like Fuck You and you Dreams



{Verse 2}

People took advantage too long shit I might just blow
I ain't here to work it out, Fuck talking
Fuck walking up the higher road
Or living life in quiet mode till I explode
Never needed n***as, I'd be happy if I die alone
People say be grateful for another day, N***a Fuck life
N***a fuck you, I was living with the dust mites
And people would only walk over talked over me
Now they wonder how I got over, not sober
I been stressing over n***as and it ain't worth shit, stressing over n***as and it ain't worth shit
Stressing over Bitches and it ain't worth shit, stressin over bitches and it ain't worth shit
I been stressing over you and it wasn't worth shit
Stressing over you and you ain't worth shit

{Hook}

{Lonely}

{Verse 1}

Can I tell you the truth
People strike fear in my heart and it tears me apart
All my pain I express to the booth
Telling you I never wanna talk always acting nonchalant
But I'm wishing I could yell it from the roof
Cuz a Quiet Place just ain't enough
Wood Grain Beats can't buy love
And I can't find trust in a human so I keep mine shut
Mind shuts any time you come around
Lemme help you picture this
Cinder block shoes to the ground hold me down to the ground
Of a sea floor, feet forced to the bottom of my lonliness
I'm hoping that I'm found 'fore I drown
Can't reach out to the thousands around
Why you gotta be the awkward kid in the back shit I wish I knew
Pissed off youth
Looking at life through a fish eye view
So I never can explain all the shit I do
Ain't even got a friend that I could call best
Everyone I tried to get acquainted with is wishing that I would call less
Then they have the nerve to pretend they're perturbed when I look all stressed
I can tell you people never understood
What it's like to feel stranded in a room full of people
Then to have to fake a smile like it's all good
Keep on saying y'all would do something if y'all could
Well if you really give a damn, I don't really know who I am
I don't really know my own fam, I just sit alone in my damn
Little room, momma thinking what is wrong with this man
I need a handle on life
Give me a hand or a vice
To fill in the void cuz my will's been destroyed
I been silent so long and it's killing the boy
You don't hear me though

{Hook}

You see I got a couple things, couple things I can't take to my grave stone
But I never talk I refrain, I refrain so I guess I'll just stay lonely, stay lonely

Man down, man up muh fucka
Papa always told me stand down or stand up muh fucka
Man down, man up muh fucka

{Verse 2}

Emerald eyes were all that I could find
Now you done move those eyes to someone else
Fucked me up when you had left this life of mine
Heart discarded all the priceless times
Switched to mister man, shit hit the fan when you called that n***a papi I was dying
A name that at a point in time was mine
Could paint this out like I was in the right
But I need to
Need to admit that I missed when I shot for a heart all I got was the got was the dark it's unusual
Time after time I would whine that you lied like my feelings where filling what's real is I used you
The void in myself was too giant for you to
Fill on your own so the moments that you flew
From me defiled by denial and you knew
Shit was a lose lose
Look in those emerald eyes tell em lies such as "I'm cool being friends" so we blend like we used to
Ever since we made amends it's unusual
I'm of my mind tryna find common ground with the woman who infected my heart
And pretending that I'm happy with whatever we are
To be fair I tried to give you air and go it apart
But What good's deleting numbers when you know it by heart, sheesh
I let you slip, another opportunity, out of my grip
Another sore regret when I see you online
Cuz not too long ago I was holding those hips
But we can't do this Naruto and Sasuke chase
If I stay stuck on you my whole life then this all was a waste
Close my eyes, all I see is your face
If I loved me like I love you I'd be in better place

{Bridge}
I tried to smoke away
The thoughts of you
But I could hold it in
Impossible

{Hook}

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