[Verse 1]
Suicidal doors suicidal thoughts
One’s reality and one's a dream
6 months in bedroom felt like 40
But writing gave me what I need
See I was on the edge, looking over felt like fallin
I couldn't feel my legs for 6 months I was barely crawlin
Thinking everything I worked for about to slip away
And so looked to up the lord and prayed that I would be okay
And so he listened if it wasn’t mother I'd have done it
Tied the rope and wrapped it round and I ain't talkin bout a bungee
I was so close, please believe
No Jay Z I ain't frontin
But someone told me "Danny don’t you dare cause what you want is coming"
To be the greatest? To get signed? To get a major?
Cause all these things are worthless if you’re by yourself to celebrate it
I ain't wasting no more time no paid vacations
Just because I copped a Rollie still don’t mean I have the patience
Or the time to deal with all these fuckeries on my mind
I’m seeing shitty rappers poppin off like takin cork out wine
Its fine cause I don’t need a light the way I shine
I’m here to hold my hometown up
London city spine

[Hook]
If its life or death then it’s meant to be
Back up on my feet it was meant to be
Made my life my dream it was meant to be
Making music all the time this life was meant for me
And now I’m back the top is where I’m meant to be
I kept the circle small while shit was big for me
People doubted now they saying I’m gone save the scene
But I don’t you all from day one this was meant to be