Thirty Years Old

Sometimes at night

A train shakes the window

I’m already awake and wet

I’m saying old words

over and over

I’m clutching my chest

Hoping to recover



30 years old

Take control

Hard on myself

Taking its toll

30 years old

Freezing cold

Squinting my eyes

Sight to behold



When my wife asks

“how was time

with your dear old friend?”

My head starts spinning

I’m hearing my voice

Reciting verses

I learned as a boy



30 years old

Tale well told

Full of myself

Watch it unfold

30 years old

Don’t miss the boat

Plenty of time

To comb through the words



In 1939

A man tried to see God

At least once (one second) every minute

His eyes were shining

He kept turning around to check was was behind him

What was that flash

Even in his own eyelash

He read a love song