Feels like I'm spending my whole life waiting
Is there something more
Feels like I’m happier eyes closed dreaming
Than living anymore

By now I thought I'd have my shit together
By now I thought that I'd be doing better
Right now it’s looking like that might be never
Right now it's looking like that might be never
I thought that I'd be happier
Just thought that I'd be happier

Didn't think I'd have it all
Guess I just thought I'd be happier
I'm spending money I haven’t made yet
Tell me I’m important
Been faking smiles so long my face hurts
Just pretend you feel normal

By now I thought I'd have my shit together
Right now it’s looking like that might be never
Right now it's looking like that might be never
I thought that I'd be happier
Just thought that I'd be happier
Didn’t think I'd have it all
Guess I just thought I'd be happier
I thought that I'd be happier
Just thought that I'd be happier
I don't even want it all
Just wanna feel a little happier