Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear
Having  visions of my death but they never clear
Would  rather stand on my feet than to live in fear
If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear
Put the pistol to my face‚ make me disappear
Having  visions of my death but they never clear
Would  rather stand on my feet than to live in fear
If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear


I  still cry about that day‚ I could never flex
Had me thinking in my mind that they killed Dex
Qway was strong‚ if he fell then who the f*** next
B****** asking how I feel but it's complex

N*****  talking and I hear 'em on the down low
Say that s*** to my face, you could die slow
From the riches but right now I gotta keep a pole
It ain't s*** to cock it back and let the yappa blow

I been drugging, I been pilling for a couple years
Thought you knew me but lil n**** I done switched gears
Seen the faking‚ and the hating, and the f****** jeers
I been stabbed in the back with a hundred spears

Off the Xanax I was dying on that f****** floor
So depressed, felt the pain to my f****** core
Saw me lying in a casket back in Baltimore
But Lord knew I had it in me‚ I was built for more


Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear
Having visions of my death but they never clear
Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear
If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear
Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear
Having visions of my death but they never clear
Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear
If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear


Skinny, pretty, young n**** in the way back
Life was simple, I was chilling, I was laid back
S*** got crazy, I was scheming on them Xan packs
All my family doubt me now cause I got face tats
F*** these h*** in my face, I want real love
Older b****** want me now, cause I got inked up
By my lonely, you won't catch me in no damn club
I might slap the next b**** that tell me sober up

If I had last words for my lil bros
I would tell them young boys to stay on they toes
Keep the faith, stay strong, and always watch your nose
Then get some millions for the fam, that's the f****** goal

Couple homies want me gone cause I pose a threat
Couple b****** trying to burn me like a cigarette
Couple haters always watching on the internet
Leave 'em all in my shadow like a silhouette


Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear
Having visions of my death but they never clear
Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear
If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear
Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear
Having visions of my death but they never clear
Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear
If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear