Departures
The View From Below
Everything's the same,feeling so fucking drained
Voice stretched out across discordant tones that fill up my life
Maybe I'm just wrapped up in self pity
Or maybe it's the thought of all this repetition
My head is pounding
But it's only silence coming out these headphones
I'll wait forever on a tomorrow that never comes
It's all I have
Driving but I can't see the road anymore
I can never find the turn off
My tank is running so low
It's running scared because I've got nowhere to go
I've waited through this life
Wading through a life I barely know as my own
Giving up, instead of growing up
It's all I've ever known
The cycle has to end
And I'm still waiting
I'm still waiting for my guiding light to reignite
All my teenage dreams are coming back to laugh at me
But I'm climbing out this fucking hole
It's taking 24 years to dig
I'm waiting for my guiding light to reignite