Remembrance

Waking up so cold

In this bed I’ve laced with sweat

Dripping in all my “used to be’s”

As I start to reminisce, I start to breathe it in

That nostalgic air



I remember thinking

Those were the days when the rain couldn't fall

I remember the deep blue skies

And not having a fucking care in the world



But I know it’s not real

And I can’t escape this

This air has filled my lungs

And I can’t breathe out



This nostalgic air is so fucking stale



How could I forget?

All the horror and all the regret



Those were never our beautiful days (forgetting, forgetting)

They will always be our darker days (forgetting, forgetting)

We were living through our darker days

Forgetting, forgetting