Time to sum it all up

[Verse 1]
Woke up with a splitting headache and spit a lung
The bottom feeder's content as long as he has some liquor funds
Big one nine now with no fake identification
Feeling like I got front row seats to the end of creation
One button push away, another day, another gray horizon
Eyes tend to look the other way
In the mechanized world polish [?] like a good bloke
Some are livin' snug in Mister Rogers Neighborhood though
Bottom feeders runnin' around looking for some cancer stick change underneath the couch cushions
But I can't complain I'm better off than alot of folks
That barely hang on to the edge with no-one there to toss 'em rope
No need to question why sob stories are often told
Is plain as day like why did the chicken cross the road
Hostile environment that's what potions for
It's hard to drown sorrows when dwellin' on the ocean floor
So impure, temptations my sworn enemy
We used to kick it until I changed my born identity
Tried to settle down with her but it never worked out right
Should've known you can't turn a foe into a housewife
How's life? It's alright, even when it's rainin'
I can rap like it's no thing but barely can hold a conversation
The introvert only expresses when he holds his pen
Relates more to Hermann Hesse than he does to his closest friend
[Verse 2]
Set the trap time to capture the towns attention
They're bound to mention the name in the crouded session
There'll always be a couple full of doubt that slept in
But changin' in any minor way's out of the question
Do what I love, who knows if it's the right approach
I am the man on the corner reciting Bible quotes
Some need saviours for answers they seek to save their souls
Jesus freaks of nature playin' the role
The world's takin' it's toll on my fragile mind
I'd get away from it all if only I'd have the time
And some dollars to spend, I'm just a dreamer
Dream a little dream, the whole world's falling apart

[Verse 3]
Face facts nothing's meant to last forever
In need of adhesive to put the pieces back together
The faster the better, but should he just give it up?
Most already have to self-absorbed to give a fuck
Face the facts nothing's meant to last forever kid
The world wants to end, who are you to let her survive
Hope for the best right? but that just doesn't cut it
It wouldn't hurt as much if I didn't love it
Appear emotionless to all the lies in the street
It's like deep inside I wonder if I cry in my sleep
Try to reach new heights but gravity's holding me down
Yet I dream of levitating, escape instead of waiting for the world to test my patience
With both feet on the ground
It's all so faced pace, a couple hits'll slow me down
Excel in smoke signals It's seems I'm in a dream state
And I can't figure out if I'm asleep of awake
I'm incapable of shedding tears, scared of death and dying, all thats left is fear
Guess I'm just relyin' on my love, hopin' it'll pay off in the long run
What's your occupation? I've been told this is the wrong one for me
Well don't you wanna live comfortably?
Money hungry like the rest of 'em, a cold world left I'm numb
Lost that lovin' feeling nothing to feed your soul
So you swallow lies and believe everything your told
Throwin' your hands up perpetuates as mindless obedience
Kid, that's our culture in a nutshell
Believe me, our god isn't a slut she just fucks well
And mankind can't seem to learn how to tuck it's tail
Servin' dick like, "put that in your mouth and suck it"
Sounds hopeless your bound to choke on it

[Verse 4]
I can scream about change till my face turns blue
But I'm better off holding my breath, same effect, place your bets
I say it's endin' this century
Unless we learn to sacrifice and suppress our appetites for destruction
These are captures feelings moments of pain and rapture
Recorded and mastered, see it's only natural to ask yourself if it's pretend
Like I'm in a constant state of [?] What are you afraid of?
They got a gun help to my temple, don't pull it
Steel, cock-backed and fully loaded
The culprit approaches with the intent to murder all individuality
I'm just another casualty
The unexplainable could happen though
Heart begins to beat again, starts to remember all you believed in
Your reason to keep going, he finally learned to read omens
The worst of times yet he can see beauty in these moments

[Outro]
8 hours of sleep on average
Some spend their whole lives with closed eyes
So wake the fuck up before my hope dies
Wake the fuck up before my hope dies
((THERE IS MORE AFTER IT, BUT IT IS UNDENIABLY AN UNNAMED HIDDEN SONG THAT I AM NOT TRANSCRIBING HERE))