It's a tired fascination with everything I'm not
And wasting nights wondering
Trying to figure out
Oh maybe if I'm quiet
Maybe if I'm light
Oh maybe I'll be something
Someone you would like

If I'm smaller and
If I'm different
Just a little less
Would you love me?
If I wasn't this
With some bigger lips
And some smaller hips
Would you love me?

It's an overdone obsession
With chasing what I'm not
And something I've been hiding
Space I'm taking up
And slouching in my shoulders
And curving in my back
Afraid that all this space I'm in
Is just too much to have