169
Letting Go
[Verse: Chakkra Tara]

I could never lie
I was out in the night time with a dim shine
Couldn't see the lines you were always fine
From the inside where the hint lies
Where your mom died to the outside
Let us pray, hail Mary, full of grace
What my father say
Nobody will ever love you more than I
And the day I die
You and your brother will rise better than I
He Never lied
Never knew exactly what became of him
But he was more alive
At a certain time
I gave the ties to my ride or die
But we fell in time
That's another story
My mother named me what she named me because the original baby never made it
That's my older brother
R.I.P to the first breathe that he never took
Adore my brothers but
It's wild now
Cause I'm seeing things more differently than I did a while
Fell back a mile
People got they own arrangements
They ain't focused on the betterment of us
They so impatient
But don't forget girl let your heart speak carefully
And let your
And let your mind think fearfully
Cause any minute life will take away someone whose dear to me
I'm sorry engram that it ain't work out tween you and me
But you loving me opened my eyes to something I've never seen
You cared for a brother even when you saw the flaw in me
Why you put me through that mess I guess that phase was meant for me to understand my logic had no reason
Nothings clear to me, but
I done grew out of that
I pushed forward and told my sisters I would never go back
But just because it didn't last don't mean the worth had gone black
But now I know that this all temporary entertainment
I used to follow the people who swallowed my dreams because I was mistaken
See real eyes will realize when a person isn't for me
But I guess I'm just like my father, love just doesn't work for me, damn
Word from my brother you were something special like no other
My lover, best friend, my connection, do you wonder, if we would've never plundered on the surface of things
Getting too personal the purpose placed me back on the swing
When I used to have no care at all for materialistic things
And this cycle that we call love, will my happiness ever breathe

[Hook: 169]

Sometimes I feel like that I need to let go
Will my happiness breathe, we'll never know
Sometimes I feel like I need to let go
Will my happiness breathe, we'll never know

[Verse: Chakkra Tara]

Last time, that was last time now I feel like somebody else
She said who are you
What's your name
I couldn't tell u myself
I just/ needed time to recover
I needed time for myself
Thank you to those who stood by
Thank you to those who helped
I've done so many wrongs within my past
It was all due to the fact
That I wasn't satisfied like that
Couldn't gravitate towards this
Couldn't simply have just that
So I piled on emotions till one day it caught my back
Finally found her the one I needed
But now I got to make it better cause she not believing
Yes I turned my life around, yet
I am not proud of everything that I've done but I'm happy that I could make you smile
And even though I understand where your heads at now
Don't treat me less a man
I chose to be here for you
Look here now
Hopefully the new hope in me will allow my heart to speak openly on my wrong doings
But the dope in me won't cope wit me
So I'm hoping we
Yea

[Outro: Chakkra Tara]
I'm hoping that we somehow make it
Baby please tell me we made it
Look in my eyes
Now I'm telling you we made it
Sometimes I question baby will we ever make it
When I'm alone I have no doubts bout how we'll make it
You're more important than the world I know I'm facing
Yea, the world I know I'm facing
Yea