No more passing out judgement
Or blaming the voice in my head
I am the only thing that's controlling my selfish actions

Windowless, my walls to the world
I built to shelter my mind
Told myself that I was better off alone in this life
A vacuum of a soul
I want to see myself through your eyes
Afraid I won’t come home
Afraid I won’t like what I find

No more passing out judgement
Or blaming the voice in my head
I am the only thing that's controlling my selfish actions
But I am not my father’s son or a raindrop in the sea
My blood will not alone define who I am meant to be
Scared, my last breath was inevitable
And I waited for life to unfold
Withdrew from the ones that I love
They let me go

Can’t love what you let go
Can't love what you let go
Can’t hurt what you don’t know
Can't hurt what you don't know
I am not my father’s son or a raindrop in the sea
(Can’t love what you let go
Can't love what you let go)
My blood will not alone define who I am meant to be
(Can’t hurt what you don’t know
Can't hurt what you don't know)

No more passing out judgement
Or blaming the voice in my head
I am the only thing that's controlling my selfish actions
And I want to feel whole again
I want to feel whole again
I want to feel whole again