Most nights I find myself alone
In the months that past since I saw you last, in the distance we have grown
And my few friends they are repeating to me
How last year was hard, but this ones ours
Like they can't see the weight that's shaping me

These doubt and deadlines get me on my feet
Point me places I thought I'd never be
Doubt and deadlines get the best of me
While I'm just trying to get some sleep

But that's been hard this week

I used to fight for anything at all
But nothing's ever worth it anymore
And my own brain keeps repeating to me
How I'm never good enough
And I'm starting to believe

These doubt and deadlines get me on my feet
Point me places I thought I'd never be
Doubt and deadlines get the best of me
While I'm just trying to get some sleep

But that's been hard this week

I am more than the sum of past actions
Your arrows are forevermore a distant reflection

I may not have much to give, but I'm hnest and thats more than I can say for him
I don't have a thing to prove to someone who hides behind twitter alone in their room