Forever endeavor

This room smells like hypocrisy
Or maybe its just me
But the aftertaste is well worth the wait
It just takes a second to sink in, and a lack of alternatives
To leave me bound to what I chose for myself

She said, "Where'd you go? Even wanderers need homes."
So as I turned to leave I painted pictures on the sheets and
Signed the corner
So she'd know
Where we began one day we'd close

Progress, march on
Further and darker into
The beyond of your front lawn
Doors close, and I'm cold
But this life is worth more than shelf space
And your scrapbook mind holds nothing but wasted time

She said, "Where'd you go? Even wanderers need homes."
These endeavors are coming to bury this body
Don't run and go hiding
You chose this don't fight it

This can't be what I wanted, this isn't what I planned
Good intentions break apart when all chips are stacked to start
You cling to what you've wanted forever and ever

She said, "Where'd you go? Even wanderers need homes."
So as I turned to leave I painted pictures on the sheets and
Signed the corner
So she'd know
Where we began one day we'd close

These endeavors, endeavors
Forever and ever
These endeavors, endeavors
Forever and ever

These endeavors are coming to bury this body
Don't run and go hiding
You chose this don't fight it