Tremors

The tremors never wait til I feel ready

They flood my brain with photographs of you

The waves of memories they are unending

And spawn from the scent of your perfume I've found on someone new



Every night I drive my car and scream my sadness to the sea

But its not phased it will, stir for days and days long after me



Maybe next year I'll learn how to fight it

For now these fits of loneliness will do

Where I'm blinded by the past so I forget what I have

And follow your reflection as it mocks me round the room



I took the long way down

So I could pass by your house

And see if you were gone and your light wasn't on

So I parked three houses down

And I waited

For you to say to me

That after all this time I wasn't the one you chose to want



I have never found where I belong