[Chorus: Josh Schulze]
I walk the other side of boulevards and broken dreams
I covered up the problem deep inside, it's hide and seek
Deep down I'm trying to find that piece of mind, some certainty
I saw the reasons why upon a sign that's passing me
I lost the best of myself
I lost the best of myself
My skin was porcelain, I'm crumbling down
Crumbling down

[Verse 1: Knox Hill]
Lately I'm struggling, been feeling this pressure and lately I'm wondering
Maybe I'm crazier, maybe my Mayday is coming and I just keep crumbling
The road, it gets harder, I know I'm a father, got hope for my daughters
But how can I show them the way when I'm lost? Painful to cross, I'm taking the odds, I pay what it cost
My faith is unfaithful, place is unstable, I pray with my plate at the table
But I am still empty inside, envy and pride, [?] for lies
And since my demise a sensitive mind, the clock spinning but I pin it with these hands
Can I make it out of this? I'm taking weight up out of it but ain't no way that I can, man

[Chorus: Josh Schulze]
I walk the other side of boulevards and broken dreams
I covered up the problem deep inside, it's hide and seek
Deep down I'm trying to find that piece of mind, some certainty
I saw the reasons why upon a sign that's passing me
I lost the best of myself
I lost the best of myself
My skin was porcelain, I'm crumbling down
Crumbling down
[Verse 2: Knox Hill]
It's not that I'm sad, it's not that I'm weak, it's everything that I've just had to release
The pressure, it mountains, and I'm back at the peak
At the ledge of the precipice, if I just leap
Then maybe it's peace and these devils will cease
I'm sick of these critics I'm sick of the rumors
I sit in that room, my wife with a tumor
I think of our lives and I'm trying to see
I try not to cry but inside I just lose it, I'm lost
You've given me, light your smile is hope
We've two little daughters, a lifetime to go
They look in my eyes and need mommy at home
I can't do this alone, I just hope that you know
You're the peace to my soul, you're the reason I'm whole
You're my peace in my home, I need you
I need you, I just want to grow old together
But I'm struggling to hold it together
On the road I'm alone and fed up, there's no one who really knows me better
Through the holes and stresses when the roads have ended
On these old endeavors, you're my rose forever, I love you
I just need you to come home soon

[Chorus: Josh Schulze]
I walk the other side of boulevards and broken dreams
I covered up the problem deep inside, it's hide and seek
Deep down I'm trying to find that piece of mind, some certainty
I saw the reasons why upon a sign that's passing me
I lost the best of myself
I lost the best of myself
My skin was porcelain, I'm crumbling down
Crumbling down