[Intro]
I’m falling flat, no calling back
But I’m not gone nah
You know I’ll be right back
I’m stuck inside this loop, but I keep running laps
I’ve been working and searching for my purpose It’s still uncertain

[Verse 1]
Two options I was given, I could be so nervous
The opposite position know it works out perfect
Sunshine hidden in the rain it’s the curtain
Knowing in my mind it will all be worth it

[Bridge]
Someday in the earth i will be merged with
One day, one day no more hurting
One day, One day
For now I feel everything, everything
Take me back, take me back
I don’t want to leave so fast

[Verse 2]
Breathe in deep see the leaves roll past
What I got inside hasn’t seen no match
I don’t eat nothing and my sleep don’t last
Wake up to a sweat while my tears go black
I don’t see nothing can’t feel none of that
Always on my own while my years go past
Wonder to myself what I’ll be when I pass
I just want to leave cause I know it won’t last
[Interlude]
I need a break from me
But how will I get back once I’ve taken this journey
Too much hurt in me, too much hurt in me
Too much hurt in me
Whats hurting me, too much hurt in me, what’s hurting me
I keep hurting me

[Verse 3]
I’m hurting myself, keep hurting myself
I’m hurting myself, keep hurting myself
Now where do I go, now where do I go
I need some help, I need some help
I just want to end everything I am
Putting down the pen, slipping out my hand
Who am I, when I’m through, no disguise
I don’t know, but how about you
When I die, will you be there by my side
Will we find we had the very same mind
Take me to the peaks, I got change for the ride
There’s no changing my mind
I’ll sway in the breeze and I’ll watch my decline
Then I’ll watch my decline

[Outro]
And I wish that this wasn’t something that I had to speak
But man this is just the realest that I could be
And I hope you don't hate me
And I hope you don’t love me
Because when I’m dead, motherfuck me