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Chamber
[Verse 1: Josh Man]
Always had some problems with myself, yeah
Self-doubt, self-esteem, fever dream
What I mean is everything I see in me
It's simply not as it seems (yeah, yeah)
I know the meaning of everything doesn't make sense
But it isn't my job for me to make sense
I make cents, I chase this, faceless
Down on the pavement

[Verse 2: Mac DeMarco]
Spend some time away
Getting ready for the day
You're born again
Spend some time alone
Understand that soon you'll run
With better men
Alone again

[Chorus: Mac DeMarco]
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone

[Verse 3: Josh Man]
Chambers reflecting my inner being, looking soft
When the meaning is lessened, my words don't seem as raw
I know the team is taught
The blessings of life, no stressing, possibilities keep us guessing
On him and her, and she and we, and us and them
And worlds apart, a better man, I wanna be
For my future daughter, for my future wife
Give them a better life, than I had
That they deserve, while we're on this earth
[Verse 4: Mac DeMarco]
No use looking out
It's within that brings that lonely feeling
Understanding when you leave here
You'll be clear
Among a better man
Alone again

[Chorus: Mac DeMarco]
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone

[Verse 5: Josh Man]
Nights like this, I lay awake, my thoughts intrusive
Reflecting on it, like how could I be so foolish
Stupid, past leaves me feeling useless
I didn't choose this
But the life I led is the one I live
Paint mistakes in red, I'm not a kid
In my chamber meditating on a better day
Responsible for the fall, let me get away
To a better day
[Outro: Josh Man]
There's nothing left to say, I did my best
I tried to stop it or change it, it was a test
I did my best, believe me
I did