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JACOB WRESTLED WITH GOD
[Verse 1]
Well, I'm back in Paris, I'm kinda embarrassed
Walking down the streets, see you and your new man, generic
That's what he looked like, stuck his hand out
Said "Hey, my name's Harris"
I said "I don't care-is", your face got real ferrous
Ask me what's my problem, I don't got a problem
Matter fact, my life's been perfect, and I'm feeling flawless
You said "Whatever boy, I know you playing, I'ma catch you later"
Yeah, I know you will since I gave you all of them favors
Now I'm out in Bangkok, tryna get my (heh) banged
Hotel bed I got stains, she put on her wed' ring
Proceed to hop out, say "Text me, had beaucoup fun
I would stay another round but he's home, I gotta run"
Close my eyes and then I wake up in LA
I pick up the telly, another body calling my celly
And I wasn't ready, but I put on my shoes
And then Uber it to the next stop
'Bout to go in and dig deeper 'til I hit bedrock

[Bridge]
That's a sin, I said that's a sin
That's a sin, you and I know that's a sin
That's a sin, baby that's a sin
That's a sin, where do I begin
[Verse 2]
Stepped into church on a Sunday
And I'm peeping at all of the honeys
Preacher man talking, but I don't hear him
Why I care about God? I don't fear him
I'm not near him, he ain't near me
He don't like what I say, disappear me
I'm just living my life for myself like society say I should do
I don't really care man, I been cool
Man on the move, man need the juice
Move out the way, man ain't looking at you
Man don't need help, only myself
Man on a pedestal, top of the shelf
Man on a mission, I'm looking to get it
I like how it's feeling but it's unappealing
If I stretch on my tippy toes
Maybe I'll reach to the top of the ceiling

[Bridge]
Can't nobody look at me, you don't know
Y'all just see what you wanna see, oh damn
Ay, I can't quit my addictions baby
I just know that I'm afflicted, lady

[Verse 3]
Aw, boy you better tap out
You don't wanna see how I act out
I been waiting too long so I'll do it myself
There ain't no one around
I don't need the stones, and I've been alone
My whole life so at this point I'm used to it, man
All these cats used to be fam, I used to hoop for the gram, ay
Let go of my arm, I don't wanna have to cause you no harm
Stop it, this ain't the UFC, stop it
This between you and me, clock it
Won't catch me slipping, boy watch it, watch it, watch it
[Bridge]
Take me away, take me away
Take me away, take me away
Take me away, take me away
Take me away, away

[Verse 4]
I need a map, I been lost all my life
I only live in the night
I'm like a bat, I locate the function, I hit it, then back
I cause a disruption, losing my temper, I trigger eruptions
Guess He up to something, guess I was just fronting, I don't know
Standing back up just to get it, look how I'm living
It's lavish, eternity sinning
Ugh, locked in a bar, I can't stop now if I came hella far
Who do you think that I am?
I am the star-spangled man with a plan
I'm from the land that be next to Japan
The one where we cook up the sauce in a pan, hot, hot
Stashed in my sock, this ain't no paradise, shout to my block
Key in the lock, open the chest so I see what I got
Sean got the loud, Matty been thrashing so he got the clout
And I'm by myself, just tryna figure what life is about

[Outro: Ravyn Lenae]
I'm only lonely when the night is home
Controlling for me 'til my right is wrong
Nothing's the way it seems when things go wrong
I know me, know me, I cannot move on
I cannot move on
Every time I close my eyes, I
Dream about your face
Nothing can replace
Every time I close my eyes, your
Voice I can't retrace
Nothing can replace
Nothing can replace