[Verse 1: Geno Cultshit]
Well I don't know what I'm doin, thought that I'd be dead
Well I'm sick of always losin these battles in my head
And the drugs, they just ain't workin
I'm headin towards my death
I hope that you hear me now I do, cause I got nothin left....
As pathetic as it is...
[Hook: Geno|
Sing for me when I'm dead and gone
All the things I should have changed
All the things I should have changed
Don't pray for me, we never got along
Oh this world could be so strange, they'll love me when I'm gone
[Bridge]
All that I know is it's hopeless
All that I know is I chose this
Hey they'll love me when I'm gone
[Verse 2]
So, what's picture perfect?
Sing for me when I'm dead like this all was worth it
Politics and all the bullshit just fuck with my head to the point where I was snortin dope and hopin for death
Searchin for purpose in a heartless person, now tell me if this all was worth it?
Feeling all past worthless but the hurt is perfect to lead the hurt with these words
Yeah it gives me purpose but low and behold I'm still crap beneath the surface
I'm certain, prayin for some change but it don't happen
Never beg for change so I'm out scrappin'
Whole life fucked, how'd it all happen?
Devil's ridin shotgun laughin'
Pray for me now, whole life spent chasin' lights, camera, action
Fallin harder than Conor Clapton
I might just jump out this house of pain, I'm tired of facin' today so.....
[Hook: Geno|
Sing for me when I'm dead and gone
All the things I should have changed
All the things I should have changed
Don't pray for me, we never got along
Oh this world could be so strange, they'll love me when I'm gone
[Bridge]
All that I know is it's hopeless
All that I know is I chose this
Hey they'll love me when I'm gone
[Verse 3]
I think about my life as it passes by
I've been so wrong and I don't know why
Stressed out to the max so I stayed high
Couldn't forget my past, at times just wanted to die
And when you're at the bottom, trust me nobody cares
They only give a fuck when you're no longer there
And when you die, then they'll be there at your funeral
Two weeks ago they couldn't answer your calls though
I'm sick of people and their attitudes
How the fuck could someone judge me if they never walked in my shoes?
I spend my days alone, prayin I get through the night
You really don't know shit about my fucked up life
I be contemplating suicide, I'm not alright...
Keep these fake motherfuckers outta my sight
The Devil's in my ear, screaming "Die"
And I'm going out my mind, I don't think that I'll survive this fight
[Bridge]
So many perfect hypocrites
That think that they know what is right
They'll tell you anything you want
They'll try to keep you satisfied
I know that I can never stop and no I'll never fall in line
If you want peace you'll kill yourself tonight
[Outro]
Well, I don't know
Where I'll go
When I'm dead
All I hope
Is it's better than this
Anything's better than this
Can't help but hate to exist in a world full of ignorance