Even in the midst of flowing time, I feel languid, look, spinning around and around
I can't even see the heart that's leaving me, yes, I don't know

I can't even get myself to move, I continue to be washed down the cracks of time
I don't know anything about what's around me, I'm just me and no more

Am I dreaming? Am I seeing nothing? My words are useless even if I speak
I'm just tired of being sad, I should go on without feeling anything

Even if I'm given the words I'm at a loss for, my heart just won't pay attention
If I move myself away, if I change everything, I’ll turn it black

Is there a future for someone like me? Do I exist in a world like this?
Is this painful now? Is it sad now? Not even knowing myself

I'm just tired even of walking, I don't even understand people
If someone like me can change, if I can change, will I turn white?

Even in the midst of flowing time, I feel languid, look, spinning around and around
I can't even see the heart that's leaving me, yes, I don't know

I can't even get myself to move, I continue to be washed down the cracks of time
I don't know anything about what's around me, I'm just me and no more

Am I dreaming? Or seeing nothing? My words are useless even if I speak
I'm just tired of being sad, I should go on without feeling anything
Even if you give me the words I'm at a loss for, my heart just won't pay attention
If I can move, if I change everything, I’ll turn it black

Does a future exist in wasted time? Do I exist in a place like this?
If you want to call me something, if you were to put it into words, I'd be called a "good-for-nothing troublemaker"

Do I exist at a place like this? Do I exist at a time like this?
If someone like me can change, if I can change, will I turn white?

Am I dreaming now? Am seeing nothing? My words are useless even if I speak
I'm just tired of being sad, I should go on without feeling anything

Even if you give me the words I'm at a loss for, my heart just won't pay attention
If I can move, if I change everything, I’ll turn it black

If I move, if I move, I’ll destroy everything, I’ll destroy everything
If I grieve, if I grieve, can my heart turn white?

I still don’t know about you, about myself, about everything
If I open my heavy eyelids, if I break everything, then turn black!!!