(Hook)
It"s like an avalanche just hit me now I'm drowning in my head
I don't know where I'm heading but I'm better off dead
I wish that cupid had hit me, and my heart had just stopped
Instead of gaining all these feelings now the pain doesn't stop

(lyrics)
Yeah
As I sit and write these lyrics and I stare up in this mirror
I'm contemplating on how to get the message clearer
To
Try and articulate the picture in my head
Of how we could've ended up
But now our relationship is dead
And i just wish i could express
The way you look up in that dress
It gives me butterflies beyond belief
But I can't get access
And you just texting you hate me
And I'm giving lots of stress
But girl just know that I love you
And I don't mean to digress

(Chorus)
When i say the shit that we used to have
It was so damn great but I just had
To fuck it up for both of us
Now I'm sittin' here under the bus
It's like an avalanche started crushing me
Now i can't see and i can't breath
But that's okay
I don't need either
I'll just sit and wait till you return
(lyrics)
But
Why should i do that when you a'int waiting for me back
I'm texting you not getting texts back
Why'd you leave me read on SnapChat?
Is it cause I'm so stupid and can't take no fucking hints
Even though my mind fluid I'm still rooted to my prints
And i just know I sing these songs and they all sound the fucking same
But shit
This the shit that comes out when I try to go and explain
So I put these words on page
That's why they sound so damn teenage it's cause I'm dealing
With this stress and having no one else on stage
That's why I

(Chorus)
When i say the shit that we used to have
It was so damn great but I just had
To fuck it up for both of us
Now I'm sittin' here under the bus
It's like an avalanche started crushing me
Now i can't see and i can't breath
But that's okay
I don't need either
I'll just sit and wait till you return