[Chorus]
It's like
What am I suppose to do
So much shit up on my damn mind
And lately I've been feeling lost
Maybe that's why it's been hard to find
Myself up in this damn mirror
Don't see myself, man I just see the lies
And I guess all I really need Is help
But in the end man you can blame my pride

[Verse]
Cause I won't call my brother and tell him that I need him here
Crazy to say we ain't had a real conversation in year's
Zyana getting bigger Just want her to know her uncles there
But with the way shit been going
I guess that vision still unclear
Its like I'm trying to get away but I just get pulled back in
Cause all the struggle and all the stress is just weighing in
And people tell me "Keep your head up gotta be strong again"
But how many times can you be strong
Before you start giving in?
It's like I'm thinking more lately
It got me stressing more
Ever since my grandma passed away
Man I've been smoking more
Drifting closer to the bottle
Cause I don't wanna feel no more
Nine pressed to my head
Cause really I don't wanna hurt no more
"Shit"
I won't go out like that
I look right in my daughter's eyes
I can't go out like that
Even though the stress is setting in
I can't let go like that
But just because you catch me smiling
Don't mean my life intact
It's like
I talk to god but he don't say nun back
The preacher say he always there
But I'm just looking for facts
Like why we gotta be put through to hell
To get to were heaven at
And why the struggle drain my people
To were they never bounce back
It's like
I'm losing sleep
I'm breaking down
The pain is real
They only around
When it's beneficial
Their love ain't real
These Kids dying
Their Mama's crying
This shit to real
Can't trust the cops
Cause these day's
They shoot to kill!
And if we can't trust them homie
Who the fuck can we trust
My Friend's dippin' now family switchin'
I've had enough
They see me smiling they think I'm good
So they pass me up
Only if they knew that inside I feel like giving up
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of crying
I'm breaking down
I'm feeling lost as fuck
And really need a way out
"Aye"
Can I Just get a sign from above?
Maybe not' but in till I do
I guess I'm stuck with Fake Love

[Chorus]
It's like
What am I suppose to do
So much shit up on my damn mind
And lately I've been feeling lost
Maybe that's why it's been hard find
Myself up in this damn mirror
Don't see myself, man I just see the lies
And I guess all I really need Is help
But in the end man you can blame my pride

[Outro]
Said in the end man you can blame my pride
In the end man you can blame my