Repetition follows me
In everything i do
Its like my feet are nailed to the floorboards
Of the house wreck I call home
Slowly watching people pass
As they leave me alone

Cursed from birth
Until i leave this earth

I dig my own grave
With every breath I take

No pill can mask my reality
It can't, its unproscribable
I'm sick to death
Of getting nowhere

I dig my own grave
With every breath I take
Stuck in my way
Always the same

But there’s only me
To face my reality
Please stay for a while
Cause I'm more scared
Than I have ever been
I'm self destructive
I’m relapsing

Please stay for a while
Love the boy who hides behind his smile